Azhagu serial - Magesh - Poorna fan fiction - Episode 20 - 05/09/2018
Ravi stared at Poorna with so much hate and disgust. Poorna also stared at him back, but she couldn't last, something bothered her, his hate and disgust filled eyes disturbed her. She walked away from him. "Evlo kozhuppu iruntha ennai apdi murachu paappan? Thimiru thaana? Naan enna thappu panninen? Cha ithenna nammala naamale sandhega padura madiriyana oru kelvi, thappu panninathellam avan, kozhuppu eduthu poi avan muracha naan yen feel pannanum? Aana, aana....avlo kovamum, aruvaruppuma paakura alavuku naan ethuvume pannalaiye!?" Poorna's thoughts went back and forth, wondering how could Ravi hate her so much.
It was Wednesday night, it has been three days since Magesh left to Kodaikanal. Poorna was wondering when Magesh will be back again, but she didn't want to ask that question to him. She never asked him before, so she felt embarrassed to ask this now. "What if he thought something bad about me? Ivlo naal illama ippo mattum enna thideer paasam-nu avar ninachutta enna panrathu? Romba avamanama aagidum. Avaruku thonurapo varattum." On the other side, Magesh was wondering if Poorna would ask him to come back soon from Kodaikanal. "Why can't she? Ithuku munnadi thaan kettathu illa, ippo kekkalam illa, ippo thaan avlo thooram close aagiyache, eppo da varuva Kodaikanal-la irunthu? eppo enna kooptutu pova? yedhavathu kekalam illa? Naana pesuna pesura, vekka padura, but avala pesa matengurale, naan avala miss panra alavuku ava ennai miss pannalaiyo? cha, naan oru muttaal, enna irunthalum avalukum sila confusion ellam irukka thaana seiyyum, ivlo thooram ava enkitta close aanathe periya vishayam, she trusted me this much to be vulnerable with me physically, lets not question or force her into more intimacy until she comes out of her confusion, I know what we both felt together, it felt right, it felt true, I know how she felt as well, but let her take her own time to realize that". Both of them were thinking about each other in their beds. Poorna got the message "Good night :-*". Poorna smiled and replied just "Good night :-)".
On Thursday, Poorna wasn't that happy or active as she was for last three days. In particular, she stayed away from Ravi and was careful not to bump into him accidentally for some reason. His hate filled stare appeared in front of her eyes on and off and it bothered her so much. Something is not right and she is scared to think what it is about. Ravi, though, waited for every opportunity for Poorna to appear in the living room, kitchen, on the stairs, somewhere, so that he can show how disgusting she is and make her feel guilty. Sudha did notice Ravi's anger and disturbed mind, but she couldn't exactly put her finger on why he is being like this. She even asked him "Enna aachu Ravi?" Ravi yelled at her "Enna enna aachu?". Sudha got shocked at his yelling "Yen oru madiri irukkenu kekkuren?". "Naan epdi iruntha unakku enna?" yelled Ravi. "Enna Ravi ipdi pesura? Last rendu moonu naalave nee oru madiri kovama irukkira madiri teriyuthu, athaan enna-nu kekkuren, loan-nu ninachu yedhavathu feel panriya? Illa Poorna yedhavathu sonnala?".
"Shut up Sudha, Poorna enkitta solrathuku enna irukku? Apdiye ava yedhavathu sonna naan yen feel panna poren, avala ellam oru ponna, illa illa oru human-ave naan madhikarthu illa, solla pona avala paathale veruppa irukku..." Ravi continued his rage. Sudha became dumbstruck for a minute or two and got herself back to reality. "Ravi, please calm down, ippo ethuku ivlo kovama pesureenga? Illa Ravi, something is wrong. Konjam amaithiya irunthu yosinga, I'll leave you to it, enakku kitchen-la velai irukku" left Sudha to kitchen.
Thursday night, Magesh called Poorna to talk.
Magesh: "Hello Madam, epdi irukeenga?"
Poorna: "Enna thideernu Madam-nu solreenga?"
Magesh: "Hmm...chumma thaan, sari epdi irukka sollu?"
Poorna: "Mmm, naan nalla irukken, neenga epdi irukeenga?"
Magesh: "Naanum nalla iruken, inga lesa thooral pottutu irukku, Chennai epdi irukku?"
"Pagal ellam ore veyil thaan, but ippo konjam chill-nu irukku, mazhai vanthalum varunu ninakiren"
"Enga, maadiyula ninnu pesittu irukkiya?"
"Illa namma room balcony-la irunthu pesittu irukken"
There was a pause for few minutes. "Apram?" asked Magesh.
"Neenga thaan sollanum"
"Enna solrathu? Nee yedhavathu kelu, naan solren"
"Work ellam epdi poitrukku?"
"Nalla thaan poitruku, first month nalla sincere-a work panninen, but ippo...."
"Yen ippo enna aachu? Work important aache, sincere-a work panrathula enna problem?"
"Illa ippavum ellam correcta thaan panren, but adikadi manasu vera engayavathu divert aagiduthu"
"Vera engayavathunna?" asked Poorna and bit her tongue soon and became silent.
There was a pause again.
Magesh broke the silence. "En concentration vera enga poga poguthu? En wife kitta thaan pogum"
Poorna had to control her breath and didn't say anything.
"Hello Madam, irukeengala?"
After few seconds Poorna said "Mmm..."
"Ippo puriyutha? Yen ungala Madam-nu solrennu?"
"Madam-nu yen solreenganu enakku innum puriyala"
"Pinna en wife Poorna pada pada-nu pesi sandai pottu than naan paathiruken, ippo irukira Poorna kitta irunthu oru vaarthai vaangarthukulla pothum pothum-nu aagiduthe, athaan konjam paathu paathu, bayanthu bayanthu pesa vendiyatha irukku, Madam vekka pattu pesama irukeengala? Illa kova pattu pesama irukeengala-nu phone call-a teriya matenguthu illa, athanala thaan konjam safe-a Madam, mudhalali amma, apdi ipdi-nu panivaa pesuren"
Poorna came out of her shell a bit finally and laughed. "Aaha romba bayanthu poi irukka madiri intha nadippuku onnum kurachal illa" teased Poorna.
"Nadippa? Unmaiya konjam bayam irukku"
"Enkittaya?"
"Amam" smiled Magesh.
Poorna became bit sad and asked "Yen?".
"Hey enna serious agittiya?"
"Neenga sollunga, ethuku enkitta bayam?"
"Naan chumma kindaluku sonnen da, unkitta naan yen bayapada poren, sollu?"
"Illa neenga unmaiya bayam irukkunu sonneenga, naan terinjukanum, sollunga please"
"Ok honesta sollatuma?"
"Mm sollunga"
"Naama enna thaan physical-a close aagi irunthalum, innum rendu perum manasu vittu pesala illa, nee unmaiyave ennai manasara accept pannitiya, illa "paavam paiyan, romba kashtapadutha vendannu" en settai-ku idam kuduthutiya-nu enakku innum teriyathu, un anbu muzhusa enakku kidaikanum, naan yedhavathu kindal panren per vazhinu solli unna hurt panni nee poi thirumba kozhi kunju madiri un shell-kulla olinjuka koodathengura bayam thaan enakku, mathapadi unkitta bayapada enna irukku sollu, eppo da en Poorna manasu vittu pesuvaanu kathukittu iruken, athu varaikum en anba konjam konjama athuvum bayanthu bayanthu thaan kaata vendi irukku "
Poorna didn't say anything.
"Enna aachu? Yedhavathu thappa sollitana?"
"Illa, thappa ethuvum sollala"
Magesh sighed with relief.
"Naan ungakitta onnu kekkattuma?" asked Poorna hesitatingly.
"Of course Poorna, nee ippadi yosikka vendiya avasiyame illa, straightave kekkalam"
"Athu...athu vanthu..." Poorna paused for a second and changed her mind. "Illa innoru naal kekkuren".
Magesh paused for a second thinking what might be the thing Poorna wanted to ask and decided not to press her further.
"Ok Poorna, no problem, unakku eppo thonutho, enna thoninalum tharalama kekkalam, pesalam, sari saptiya?"
"Innum illa"
"Sari saptutu thoongu"
"Neenga?"
"Mm naanum poi sapida poren, good night"
"Mmm good night".
Poorna got relieved a bit after talking to Magesh, had dinner and slept peacefully. Poorna left to Vasantha's place as she was getting bored at Magesh's place, but there was another reason which she didn't want to think about, that is Ravi.
After Poorna left to Vasantha's place, Ravi was furious at first. "Cha odi poita, inga iruntha nalla maanam pora madiri ketrupen, thirumba inga vanthu thaana aaganum, appo kettuta pochu, konjam kooda vekkam, maanam iruntha thaana....".
"Ravi, Ravi...." called Sudha.
"Enna Ravi, evlo nerama kooptutu irukken, enna thinking-la irukeenga?" asked Sudha.
"Illa athellam onnum illa, sari naama innaiku engayavathu velila poitu varalama?" asked Ravi enthusiastically.
Sudha thought after few days of anger and rage, Ravi speaks like his old self. "Mmm polame, enga pogalam? Amma, appa, Kavya ellam inga thaan irukanga, aana Thiruna avan friend-a paaka velila poirukane, avanum vantha piragu polam" said Sudha.
"Ayyo Sudha, naama rendu per mattum polamanu thaan ketten."
Sudha hesitated.
"Enna Sudha? Evlo naal thaan ipdiye irukka porom? Naan enna first night celebrate pannalam, vaa-na solren, just velila poitu varalanu thaana kekkuren, ithukke ipdi yosikkira?"
"Illa Ravi, naan ungakitta oru vishayatha pathi yosikka sollirunthen, neenga yosicha madiri teriyala, neenga yosichu unmaiya nadanthukira varaikkum, naan ethuvum manasu vittu pesa ready aaga maten"
"Enna eppo paathalum, yosinga, yosinga-nu solra? Nee romba periya arivaali, naan arivillama nadanthukirenu solla variya? Nee mattum nermaiyavum, unmaiyavum irukkanu ninappa? Adikadi unmaiya irunganu vera solra? En porumaikkum oru ellai undu Sudha, yetho naan amaithiya irukkenu thappu kanakku pottudatha"
Sudha got scared and started to tear up.
Ravi got irritated seeing her crying.
"Sudha, Sudha, ippo enna sollitenu azhara? Neeyum thaan ennai eppo paathalum mattama paakura, pesura, naan azhuthutta irukken, nee pesuna kovathula naanum badhiluku pesiten, inimel enkitta apdi pesama iru, naanum unkitta amaithiya pesuren"
Sudha is lost now what to say. She thought to herself "Enna ivaru, konjam yosichu unmaiya pesunga, apram ellam paakalanu thaana sonnen, ivar kooda vaazha matenu sollalaiye, ivar ennadanna ipdi kova paduraru, ivarkitta manasu vittu pesinale kova paduvaru pola irukke, ithula thappu kanakku podathunu ellam ivar pesuratha paatha yedhavathu senjiduvaronu bayama irukku, ippo enna panrathu? Ippadi oruthar kitta vanthu maatikittane".
"Sari enna solra? Velila poitu varalama? asked Ravi.
Sudha looked at him thinking how to avoid.
"Paaru Sudha, naama santhoshama vaazhanunu thaana kekkuren, unna santhoshama vachukanunu thaan naan aasai paduren, athukaga thaan inthe muyarchi ellam, ipdi nee co-operate pannama iruntha namma rendu perukkulla adikadi sandai thaan varum, solratha kelu, face wash pannitu kilambu, velila poitu vanthale manasuku nimmadhiyavum, thelivavum irukkum"
Sudha thought "Illa, ivar manasu vittu Poorna kitta mannipu kekkanum, illa enkittayavathu avar unmaiyave Poorna-va love panninara, illaiya, yen en kazhuthula thaali kattinaru, just ennai kaapatha mattum thaana, ithellam manasu vittu pesanum, avar evlo kova pattalum sari, athu varaikkum, I need to maintain my boundaries, ipdi jollya porathuku ellam othuka koodathu".
"Hellllooooo...." Ravi waved his hand in front of Sudha.
Sudha came back to reality and said "Ellarum porathunna naan varen Ravi, illana ennai aala vidunga, enakku vera velai irukku". She left the room immediately so that Ravi will not have a chance to vent out his anger again. Ravi banged his fist on the pillow. "Cha ivalukaga thaana velila koopiduren, ivala romba thaanguren, athaan ivlo thimira mudiyathunnu sollitu pora" thought Ravi.
Thursday night, Magesh called Poorna to talk.
Magesh: "Hello Madam, epdi irukeenga?"
Poorna: "Enna thideernu Madam-nu solreenga?"
Magesh: "Hmm...chumma thaan, sari epdi irukka sollu?"
Poorna: "Mmm, naan nalla irukken, neenga epdi irukeenga?"
Magesh: "Naanum nalla iruken, inga lesa thooral pottutu irukku, Chennai epdi irukku?"
"Pagal ellam ore veyil thaan, but ippo konjam chill-nu irukku, mazhai vanthalum varunu ninakiren"
"Enga, maadiyula ninnu pesittu irukkiya?"
"Illa namma room balcony-la irunthu pesittu irukken"
There was a pause for few minutes. "Apram?" asked Magesh.
"Neenga thaan sollanum"
"Enna solrathu? Nee yedhavathu kelu, naan solren"
"Work ellam epdi poitrukku?"
"Nalla thaan poitruku, first month nalla sincere-a work panninen, but ippo...."
"Yen ippo enna aachu? Work important aache, sincere-a work panrathula enna problem?"
"Illa ippavum ellam correcta thaan panren, but adikadi manasu vera engayavathu divert aagiduthu"
"Vera engayavathunna?" asked Poorna and bit her tongue soon and became silent.
There was a pause again.
Magesh broke the silence. "En concentration vera enga poga poguthu? En wife kitta thaan pogum"
Poorna had to control her breath and didn't say anything.
"Hello Madam, irukeengala?"
After few seconds Poorna said "Mmm..."
"Ippo puriyutha? Yen ungala Madam-nu solrennu?"
"Madam-nu yen solreenganu enakku innum puriyala"
"Pinna en wife Poorna pada pada-nu pesi sandai pottu than naan paathiruken, ippo irukira Poorna kitta irunthu oru vaarthai vaangarthukulla pothum pothum-nu aagiduthe, athaan konjam paathu paathu, bayanthu bayanthu pesa vendiyatha irukku, Madam vekka pattu pesama irukeengala? Illa kova pattu pesama irukeengala-nu phone call-a teriya matenguthu illa, athanala thaan konjam safe-a Madam, mudhalali amma, apdi ipdi-nu panivaa pesuren"
Poorna came out of her shell a bit finally and laughed. "Aaha romba bayanthu poi irukka madiri intha nadippuku onnum kurachal illa" teased Poorna.
"Nadippa? Unmaiya konjam bayam irukku"
"Enkittaya?"
"Amam" smiled Magesh.
Poorna became bit sad and asked "Yen?".
"Hey enna serious agittiya?"
"Neenga sollunga, ethuku enkitta bayam?"
"Naan chumma kindaluku sonnen da, unkitta naan yen bayapada poren, sollu?"
"Illa neenga unmaiya bayam irukkunu sonneenga, naan terinjukanum, sollunga please"
"Ok honesta sollatuma?"
"Mm sollunga"
"Naama enna thaan physical-a close aagi irunthalum, innum rendu perum manasu vittu pesala illa, nee unmaiyave ennai manasara accept pannitiya, illa "paavam paiyan, romba kashtapadutha vendannu" en settai-ku idam kuduthutiya-nu enakku innum teriyathu, un anbu muzhusa enakku kidaikanum, naan yedhavathu kindal panren per vazhinu solli unna hurt panni nee poi thirumba kozhi kunju madiri un shell-kulla olinjuka koodathengura bayam thaan enakku, mathapadi unkitta bayapada enna irukku sollu, eppo da en Poorna manasu vittu pesuvaanu kathukittu iruken, athu varaikum en anba konjam konjama athuvum bayanthu bayanthu thaan kaata vendi irukku "
Poorna didn't say anything.
"Enna aachu? Yedhavathu thappa sollitana?"
"Illa, thappa ethuvum sollala"
Magesh sighed with relief.
"Naan ungakitta onnu kekkattuma?" asked Poorna hesitatingly.
"Of course Poorna, nee ippadi yosikka vendiya avasiyame illa, straightave kekkalam"
"Athu...athu vanthu..." Poorna paused for a second and changed her mind. "Illa innoru naal kekkuren".
Magesh paused for a second thinking what might be the thing Poorna wanted to ask and decided not to press her further.
"Ok Poorna, no problem, unakku eppo thonutho, enna thoninalum tharalama kekkalam, pesalam, sari saptiya?"
"Innum illa"
"Sari saptutu thoongu"
"Neenga?"
"Mm naanum poi sapida poren, good night"
"Mmm good night".
Poorna got relieved a bit after talking to Magesh, had dinner and slept peacefully. Poorna left to Vasantha's place as she was getting bored at Magesh's place, but there was another reason which she didn't want to think about, that is Ravi.
After Poorna left to Vasantha's place, Ravi was furious at first. "Cha odi poita, inga iruntha nalla maanam pora madiri ketrupen, thirumba inga vanthu thaana aaganum, appo kettuta pochu, konjam kooda vekkam, maanam iruntha thaana....".
"Ravi, Ravi...." called Sudha.
"Enna Ravi, evlo nerama kooptutu irukken, enna thinking-la irukeenga?" asked Sudha.
"Illa athellam onnum illa, sari naama innaiku engayavathu velila poitu varalama?" asked Ravi enthusiastically.
Sudha thought after few days of anger and rage, Ravi speaks like his old self. "Mmm polame, enga pogalam? Amma, appa, Kavya ellam inga thaan irukanga, aana Thiruna avan friend-a paaka velila poirukane, avanum vantha piragu polam" said Sudha.
"Ayyo Sudha, naama rendu per mattum polamanu thaan ketten."
Sudha hesitated.
"Enna Sudha? Evlo naal thaan ipdiye irukka porom? Naan enna first night celebrate pannalam, vaa-na solren, just velila poitu varalanu thaana kekkuren, ithukke ipdi yosikkira?"
"Illa Ravi, naan ungakitta oru vishayatha pathi yosikka sollirunthen, neenga yosicha madiri teriyala, neenga yosichu unmaiya nadanthukira varaikkum, naan ethuvum manasu vittu pesa ready aaga maten"
"Enna eppo paathalum, yosinga, yosinga-nu solra? Nee romba periya arivaali, naan arivillama nadanthukirenu solla variya? Nee mattum nermaiyavum, unmaiyavum irukkanu ninappa? Adikadi unmaiya irunganu vera solra? En porumaikkum oru ellai undu Sudha, yetho naan amaithiya irukkenu thappu kanakku pottudatha"
Sudha got scared and started to tear up.
Ravi got irritated seeing her crying.
"Sudha, Sudha, ippo enna sollitenu azhara? Neeyum thaan ennai eppo paathalum mattama paakura, pesura, naan azhuthutta irukken, nee pesuna kovathula naanum badhiluku pesiten, inimel enkitta apdi pesama iru, naanum unkitta amaithiya pesuren"
Sudha is lost now what to say. She thought to herself "Enna ivaru, konjam yosichu unmaiya pesunga, apram ellam paakalanu thaana sonnen, ivar kooda vaazha matenu sollalaiye, ivar ennadanna ipdi kova paduraru, ivarkitta manasu vittu pesinale kova paduvaru pola irukke, ithula thappu kanakku podathunu ellam ivar pesuratha paatha yedhavathu senjiduvaronu bayama irukku, ippo enna panrathu? Ippadi oruthar kitta vanthu maatikittane".
"Sari enna solra? Velila poitu varalama? asked Ravi.
Sudha looked at him thinking how to avoid.
"Paaru Sudha, naama santhoshama vaazhanunu thaana kekkuren, unna santhoshama vachukanunu thaan naan aasai paduren, athukaga thaan inthe muyarchi ellam, ipdi nee co-operate pannama iruntha namma rendu perukkulla adikadi sandai thaan varum, solratha kelu, face wash pannitu kilambu, velila poitu vanthale manasuku nimmadhiyavum, thelivavum irukkum"
Sudha thought "Illa, ivar manasu vittu Poorna kitta mannipu kekkanum, illa enkittayavathu avar unmaiyave Poorna-va love panninara, illaiya, yen en kazhuthula thaali kattinaru, just ennai kaapatha mattum thaana, ithellam manasu vittu pesanum, avar evlo kova pattalum sari, athu varaikkum, I need to maintain my boundaries, ipdi jollya porathuku ellam othuka koodathu".
"Hellllooooo...." Ravi waved his hand in front of Sudha.
Sudha came back to reality and said "Ellarum porathunna naan varen Ravi, illana ennai aala vidunga, enakku vera velai irukku". She left the room immediately so that Ravi will not have a chance to vent out his anger again. Ravi banged his fist on the pillow. "Cha ivalukaga thaana velila koopiduren, ivala romba thaanguren, athaan ivlo thimira mudiyathunnu sollitu pora" thought Ravi.
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