Azhagu serial - Magesh - Poorna fan fiction - Episode 22 - 15/09/2018

Poorna was sitting stone faced, but couple of tear drops were ready to roll down her cheeks. Her friend Deepa was confused, sad and in shock most of the part. Both of them didn't say anything to each other. 

"Hello Madam, enga poganunu sollave illaiye?"

Deepa looked at Poorna, there was no response from her. Deepa replied "Pakkathula engayavathu koil iruntha anga drop pannidunga please". 

They got dropped near a big Shiva temple in 5 mins. Since it was a pradhosham day, there was special pooja going on and it was full of crowd. But all of them were gathered around the main karpagraham to have the darisanam. Deepa took Poorna to a place where it was less crowded, sat under a tree. Still there is no response from Poorna. 

After much deliberation, Deepa slowly broke the silence. She held Poorna's hands and asked "Enna aachu di?"

No response.

"Pesu Poorna, enna aachu sollu?" Deepa shaked Poorna trying to bring her back to the presence. 

Poorna erupted angrily "Enna di solla solra? 25 varushama Ravi athaan, Ravi athaan-nu avanaye suthi suthi vanthen, unakku Ravi, Ravi-ku nee-nu avan amma, appa, en amma ellarum sonnanga. Avanum enkooda thaan neraiya time spend panninan, nee thaan en manasula irukkenu ellam sonnan, kadaisila  enga kalyanam nadakka iruntha konja nerathuku munnadi avan friend wife-a kalyanam pannitatha vanthu sonaanga, avlo thaan di enakku teriyum, athoda en life-la enna nadakkuthunu enakke puriyala, ithula etha solla solra?". Poorna's angry rant turned her into tears. She broke down and started to cry. Deepa also had tears in her eyes, but she realized she has to be strong for her friend now. So she controlled herself and tried to console Poorna. 

"Azhatha di, sorry di, ithu ethuvume enakku teriyama poiduchu paaru, naan call panni nee edukalanu terinjathum nee marriage life-la busya irukkenu naanum romba disturb pannala. Work-la busya irunthathala namma mutual friends kittayum ennala pesa mudiyala. Illana intha vishayam enakku teriya vanthirukkum. Azhatha di..please"

Deepa tried to console Poorna in vain. Deepa then realized may be Poorna never vent it out after this incident, so it is better she vent out her anger, frustration and disappointment through this crying. So she let her cry. After a while, Poorna's crying was reduced. Deepa stroked Poorna's back. 

Poorna opened up again "Unakke teriyum thaana Deepa? College-la padikum pothellam Ravi ennai paaka ethanai murai varuvaaru, evlo neram enkooda spend pannuvaru, ipdi panrathuku avaruku epdi di manasu vanthuchu?"

"Enakkum puriyala di, enna thaan nadanthuchu actuala? Avar friend wife-na friend enga ponaru? Konjam theliva sollen"

"Ivar friend Surendhar-nu oruthar iruntharu di, avar wife thaan Sudha, love marriage pannitu parents support illama thaniya vaazhnthuttu irunthanga. Surendharum Raviyum onna thaan work pannitu irunthanga. Oru naal Ravi oru taska Surendhar kitta kuduthutu enna paaka vantharu. Appo Raviya vera oru issuela murder panna try panninavanga, Ravi-yoda bikela Ravi madiriye shirt pottu poitruntha Surendhara accident panni konnutanga. Sudha fully pregnant, vali vera vanthuduchu, appo avaluku shock aaga koodathunu avaluku delivery aagura varaikum vishayatha maraichu, apram avaluku teriya vanthu, apdi ipdinu Surendhar-oda saavuku thaan thaan poruppu-nu Ravi guiltya feel panna arambicharu. Surendhar paiyana nalla paathukanunu adikadi solluvaru. Naanum Sudhavayum, ava paiyanayum nalla paathukanunu thaan ninachen, Raviyum naanum itha pathi neraiya time pesi irukkom"

"Sari di, antha ponnu Sudhava thaan Ravi kalyanam pannikittara? Epdi di nadanthuchu? Nambave mudiyalaye"

"Amam di, antha Sudha-voda brother-in-law avala kalyanam pannika solli house arrest panni torture pannirukan, Ravi Sudhakitta irunthu entha message um illanu feel paninaru. Neenga ava village-ku poi paathutu vaanga-nu solli naan thaan anuppi vachen"

"Sari, apram?"

"Athukidaila ammavukum udambu sari illama poitrunthuchu, athanala mama enga kalyanatha thalli poda vendannu ella velaiyum arambicharu, ivar poitu Sudhavayum, kuzhandaiyum kootitu vantharu, Sudhava enga veetula kooda thanga vachirunthen di, aana nambikkai throgi oru vaarthai kooda sollala di"

"Enna di solra? Apdina ava oorla kooptutu varum pothe kalyanam panni thaan kootitu vanthara?"

"Amam di, aana rendu perum onnume nadakatha madiri irunthanga, enga kalyana yerpaadu ellam paathum kooda onnume sollala, idaila Ravi-ku oru chinna accident, athula avaruku temporary memory loss, athellam kooda nadipponu enakku ippo doubta irukku di, Kavya kannula avanga marriage registration certificate patruchu, atha paathu Azhagu athai confront pannina piragu thaan di ella vishayam avanga sonnanga. Koila naanum enga ammavum first time intha ulagathula thaniya irukkira madiri feel panninom di, unmaiyana varuthamo, mannipo ethuvume illa di antha Ravikitta irunthu, innaiku antha naala pathi ninachalum yetho ulagathula iruttana moolaila thaniya nikkura madiri irukku"

"Sari di, aana avala yen kalyanam panninaru? unna love pannum pothe avalaiyum love panninara? Onnume puriyalaye di"

"antha Sudha-voda brother-in-law Baskar oru rowdyam, avala kattaya kalyanam panna paathanam, athanala avala kaapatharthukaga ivaru paanju poi thaali kattinaram"

"Ithennedi ithu, romba absurd-a irukku kekkave, Baskar plan panni kattaya kalyanam panna try pannirukaan, ivar plan pannama oru nimishathula decide panni thaali katti irukaru, ivarukum Baskar-kum ennadi vidhyasam, Sudha-va porutha alavu rendu perume ava sammathatha kekkala apdi thana? Illa oru velai Sudha-kitta ivar already sammadham ketrunthara, illa rendu perukkum naduvula yedhavathu irunthucha? Apdi illana avalala epdi di ivara accept pannika mudinjuthu, nee solratha vachu paatha avaluku unna pathiyum, Raviya pathiyum terinjukum pola irukke, apdina even Ravi avala kaapatha thaan thaali kattinarune vachukuvom, Baskar kitta irunthu thappichu vantha piragu iva antha thaaliya kazhatti potrukalame, yen pannala? Apdina avaluku Baskar madiri rowdy sammadham kekkama thaali katrathu thaan pidikala, Ravi madiri pant-shirt pottu 9 to 5 job poravan sammadham kekkama thaali kattina ok? Apdi thaana?"

"Antha karumam ellam yaaruku di teriyum? Itha ketta naan than villi madiri teriyuren"

"Ravi kitta nee pesa try panniniya? Enna thaan solraru? Unna love pannitu ava kazhuthulla epdi thaali katta manasu vanthuchu yedhavathu sonnara?"

"Naan pesa try panninen di, aana unakkum Magesh-kum kalyanam agiduchu, enakkum, Sudhavukum kalyanam agiduchu, ithukappuram neeyum naanum pesarthe thappungura range-ku build up kudukuraan di avan, ennavo antha porikki kitta naan romance panna call pannina madiriyum, ivan ennavo periya yokkiyan madiriyum pesuraan di"

"Ithu ennadi aniyayama irukku? Apdina unakku ithu varaikkum nadantha vishayathuku entha explanation-um kudukalaya?"

"Illa di, avana vidu, en athai solraanga, kadavul potta mudichaam, inimel atha kelvi kekkama yethukanumam, appo thaan life nalla irukkumam, ithuve ivanga ponnuku nadanthu iruntha ivanga entha kelviyum kekkama othupaangala di? Ennai avanga ponnu madiri valathen-nu moochuku munnoru thadava solluvanga, aana annaiku ivlo problem aana piragu Magesh-a thaali katta sollunga sila per sonnaanga, appo kooda Magesh manasu kashta padunnu thaan yosichangale thavira ennai pathiyo, en ammava pathiyo avanga yosikkala di, annaiku thaan oru vishayatha purinjukitten, avangala porutha alavu avanga nalla per vaanganuna yaara vena thooki theekuzhiyula poduvanga, Nathanaru, nathanar ponnungura paasam ellam avangaluku kidaiyathu"

"Ithellam too much di, you deserve some explanation illa? Onnu Raviya vanthu unkitta explanation kuduthu irukkanum, at least mannippaavathu ketrukanum, ethuvume illama you just get over-nu unkitta solrathu entha vidhathilayum niyayam illaiye"

"Mannippa, avana? Konja naal kazhichu antha Sudha sonnanu solli enkitta vanthu mannippu kettaan, enakku apdiye vanthuchu paaru kovam, ivan ennai unmaiyave love pannina di? Ennoda ovvoru bday-vukum vidha vidhama gift vaangi kuduppan, appapo romantic-a kiss pannirukaan, ithukellam per love illana vera enna di? Enakku puriyala?"

"Enakkum puriyala di, enna solrathunnum teriyala? Athu sari Magesh-a kalyanam pannika epdi di othukitta?"

Poorna took a deep breath. 

"Antha nerathula Ravi pannina thappa vida Azhagu athai attitude enakku romba periya valiya irunthuchu di, Ravi, Azhagu athai ellarukum oru paadam karpikkanunu thonuchu, athukku naan avanga family ulla poganum, so Magesh-a thaali katta sollunga-nu pechu vanthapo athu thaan enakku kidacha vazhi-nu sammantham solliten"

"Apdina avangaluku ellam paadam kathu kudukkarthu mattum thaan un aim-a? Avangaluku un valiya puriya vacha piragu, Magesh-oda senthu vaazhalam illa?"

"Aarambathula avanga ellaraiyum hurt panni en valiya avangaluku puriya vaikanum-ngarthu mattum thaandi en nokkama irunthuchu, Magesh-oda vaazharthu en nokkame illa, once ellaraiyum hurt pannina piragu antha veeta vittu poidunam-nu thaan ninachen...."

"Ok...ippo antha ninappa maathikittiya?"

"Enakku teriyala di, romba confusiona irukku?"

"Yen di? Sari oru vishayam sollu, nee Magesha kalyanam pannina karanam sollita, aana avar epdi? Ellarum solrangalennu pidikama un kazhuthula thali kattitu unna pidikatha madiri nadanthukurara? illa unkitta anba nadanthukka muyarchi panrara? Enna irunthalum avaruku intha thideer change-a accept pannika konjam time thevai padum illaiya? Avar epdi behave panraru unkitta?"

Poorna looked at Deepa and took a sigh.

"Atha yendi kekkura?"

"Yen di, avarum unna kashta paduthurara?" asked Deepa with concern.

"Illa di, apdi nadanthukitta paravallaiye, avanga ellaraiyum hurt pannitu naan undu, en life undunu eppavo thalai muzhugittu poiruppane..."

"Apram?"

"Avar enmela romba anba irukkaru di, arambathula enakku iruntha kovam, vali ellathaiyum avarkitta erinju vizhunthu kamippen, so konjam distantla avara vachirunthen, aana naan evlo kova pattalum, erinju vizhunthalum ennai hurt pannama paathukuraru, athu thaan enakku kashtama irukku, ippo en stand ennanu enakke puriyala, avaroda vaazhavum mudiyama, avara oru distant-layum vaikka mudiyama kashta paduren, enmela avarukku epdi di ivlo anbu? 25 varusham love panninavane oru nimisham kooda ennai ninachu paakama thooki pottutu friend wife pinnadi poitaan, ivarum naanum manasu vittu pazhaginathe illaiye di, apram epdi enmela avlo anbu, paasam? Ivar ennai vittutu poga maatarunnu enna nichayam?"

"So madam-ku kavalai ellam avar mela anba irukka mudiyuma, mudiyathungarthu illa, avar eppavum kooda iruppara-ngura doubt mattum thaan?" Deepa bent down and looked at Poorna in her eyes with a naughty smile. 

"Hey nee vera di, enakku ellame doubta thaan irukku, Ravi enakku throgam pannirunthalum naan avana unmaiya thaana love paninen, avana maranthuttu ennala epdi Magesh-oda nerukkama irukka mudinjuthu?"

Deepa smiled "I'm so relieved di, enga irukkira kovatha ellam Mageshkitta kamichu avara torture pannitu irukkiyonu ninachen, but paravalla, neenga rendu perum nerukkama irukeengana santhosha pada vendiya vishayam thaan, aana nee overa think panra, Ravi is past, he lost your love, it doesn't mean you shouldn't fall for anyone else in your life".

"Illa di, enakku en confusion clear aaganum, appo thaan I can move forward"

"Sari un confusion clear aaga enna seiyyalam?"

"Enakku teriyala, sometimes I feel if Ravi gave me an explanation and apologize to me wholeheartedly, I feel like I can move forward"

"Atha maranthudu Poorna, I know at minimum you deserve some explanation for your love and an apology from Ravi, but he is not going to give you closure"

"Athu epdi di avlo confirma solra? Hurt panra vidhathula hurt panina he will realize my pain"

"No Poorna, nee sonnatha ellam vachu paakum pothu, he will never give you an explanation or apology, for some men or women, giving an explanation or apology for their wrong doing means giving up some power, it will mean that they did wrong, manasu arinju thappa othukira thairiyam ellarukum irukathu di"

Poorna started to think about what Deepa told. Vasantha called Poorna. "Hello amma, sollunga"

"Enna Poorna? Enga irukka? 5 o' clock pola vanthuduvenu pathen, manu 7 aaga poguthu, innum enna ma panra salon-la?"

"Illa ma, en friend Deepava paathen, avaloda pesitte koiluku vanthuten, ippo rendu perum varom, neenga avaluku tiffin ready pannidunga ma"

"Sari ma, paathu vaanga rendu perum"

"Sari vaadi veetuku polam, en kathaiya pesa arambicha time pogarthe teriyathu, avlo irukku pesarthuku, nee epdi irukka sollu?"

"Naan nalla irukken di"

Both of them continued their chatting on their way to Vasantha's place. Poorna felt so relieved, she never thought she would feel this relieved by talking about all these issues to a friend.